A blog about my life with PCOS and going through infertility issues. PCOS friendly recipes, my daily activities, products that I love or hate, and just life in general.
Monday, December 15, 2014
When Forget-Me-Nots Bloom Pick One For Me
Happy Monday to all. Sorry I haven't been publishing much lately. It's been a crazy and busy month. I can't believe in less than 2 weeks it'll be Christmas. The holidays are a tough time for many that have lost their loved ones. I'm one of those. I try not to dwell too much in feeling sad. I think I just try too hard to be strong for everyone else around me. I should try to be strong for myself, but it is really hard. I woke up feeling really down today. Realizing that it's been exactly 2 months today since I had to say goodbye to my sweet baby boy. Time sure goes by so quickly. Even though the time is sure racing past us, it gets a little bit easier, but the pain is still there.
Forget-Me-Nots. Such beautiful flowers.
Forget you? Never. You will always be a part of me even though you are in heaven. I pray God gives me strength in faith everyday. You would've been 26 weeks today and only 14 more to go till I had you in my arms. But now all I can do is think of what could have been and dream about having you hear with me. I love you my sweet Jamieson. Mommy and daddy love you so much and will never ever forget about the joy you brought into our lives the moment we found out we were expecting you.